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(I had originally posted this on my writing journal.)

I’m going to have to settle down to a posting pattern. Perhaps three days a week, a M/W/F rotation. I think what happened is that when I tried to keep writing every day I was getting burned out because I wasn’t used to doing it all the time. If I go at a decent schedule, I have time to think of something and then post about it without feeling pressured or that I’m falling back on something and leaving things hanging until I don’t post at all and then this site sits fallow.

I need to get into the pattern again, same with regular writing. There are times when I get depressed and think what I write is crap. Happens to everyone, I suppose. The key is to keep writing and keep getting critiqued and get better. I’m out of practice. I actually submitted my first piece in a while to my writing group. And I’m thinking of joining another one but I’m not sure if I should or just keep to one. The extra eyes would help and it would actually get me out to seeing different people as well. A different set of eyes might catch something that was other wise missed. I’m still thinking about it.

Anyway, NaNo. Three weeks left. There have been new faces coming out and hopefully they’ll come to the write ins. Last year, it was sort of quiet and if I got one person to show up, it was a blessing. Maybe that’s why I’m feeling very blah about it this year. I’m trying to get fired up. Trying to get some interaction of the people, trying to get people talking. I’m a severely introverted person so this is a push for myself as well, getting out there and trying to get writers together. I’m not much of a talker but I try to conquer it during NaNo.

I try to think of things that might pull people out and actually, there have been some things that came up during a chat with some other fellow NaNoers from an LJ com I’m in that maybe will help, both for Panters and Plotters alike.
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Went running out over lunch to go to BestBuy so I could buy Avengers because I wanted to get it and also because of the 4 minute gag reel that they have been teasing about for the past month.

Well, if you only have a DVD player, don't expect anything other than a code for the comic book/poster that they have for the Avengers. The gag reel is only on the Blu-Ray edition. I had been looking forward to it all this time and I even just saw an ad about it.

I don't have the money to get a Blu-ray player and an HD TV for said Blu-ray player. I had sunk 700 into my car for inspection because it has an emission issue. (That I still need to get fixed). As well as the ticket out west to visit my family over Thanksgiving that is going to cost me 500.

Money for something extravagant like those two things aren't in the budget for some time.
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So NaNo is in *checks calender* Two and a half months. (How the hell did that happen?) I ML for my area and one of my co-MLs is taking a break this year from organizing and just going to write. She'll host write ins when she can. And the other one that I had hasn't gotten back to me. -_- I'm going to have to e-mail the woman who filled in for her last year and see if she wants to be official.

This is my 6th year MLing. (How the hell did THAT happen?) And it is like trying to round up a bunch of cats. Feral cats. No one wants to show up even though there is activity on the board, no one wants to talk about what interested them in NaNo. GAH! And let's not talk about getting them to show up at write ins. *headthunk.* And on top of that, I'll be going out West to visit the family for Thanksgiving. Not that many people show up that weekend anyway.

I haven't even picked some of the usual places to have write ins. Hopefully November is better for writing this year than the Camps have been.

Last year when I won, I wanted to get this but it had been sold out. When I ordered the ML stickers to hand out, this was the first thing I bought before it was out of the store again. And next month I'll probably get the shirt. It's pretty neat this year.


NaNo Flash Drive USB Bracelet - Yes, I could get a 2 Gig flash drive for dollars elsewhere but still...

Edit in: Of course like all those other rubber bracelets, it gathers fuzz like whoa.
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I'm just feeling very meh at the moment. I'm normally such an introvert and I thought I would try to do forum RP to help me branch out and be a little more talkative to people. It worked to a point but then certain members took exception to others and there have been some blow ups and some people leaving because they didn't feel comfortable playing their muses there anymore.

Some of the people had some very involved characters that were fun to play with. More often than not, I was left with dangling threads. I thought that it would be no problem. Just wait and start up with anyone who was still around or any new people. When it happened the second time, I just sort of sighed and watched the board implode again.

New people showed up but it just seems that I'm losing the urge to post anymore. There are several new people and it seems like everyone is moving at a faster pace than I can keep up with. I had four characters, one of which I shelved. I have three left and they each have one thread. And even there I'm struggling to play with them. It really doesn't seem like there would be much impact if I left. Usually the time I'm on, there aren't many people so it's not like I interact much.

Bah. I think of trying another board and then I wonder if I'm going to have the time and energy and dropped the issue.

Anyway, I think I'm done rambling for the moment.
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http://ibnlive.in.com/videos/284877/watch-the-avengers-gaga-reel.html

This is going to be on the Avengers DVD when it comes out. In fact, there is a four minute bit.

Awwweeesssoome.

And it looks like Clark Gregg is all for the slash fic between Coulson and Steve Rogers. XD
winters_queen: (Camp NaNo 2012)
I don't know what it is this year but I'm not sure I'll be able to finish over 50k with the August Camp Nano either. With June, I got to 44k. That was because of when I got home, being hot, even with the AC on and just trying to find a comfortable place to work and the muse going "Eh, I don't wanna today."

I might finish at the same spot with August, or maybe around 30k. I've been managing at least 750 words or there about. Bah. I need to find someone who is doing it as well and have sprints. I found last year that sprints helped me out a lot because then I could focus. I'm trying to keep writing, no matter what.

I've joined a com called <a href="http://writerverse.livejournal.com/>Writerverse</a> that has challenges that you can earn points for your team. I'm on Team Prose. The end of Phase 3 is coming up and Phase 4 starts on September 1st. It has gotten big enough that now there is a third team set up. It's fun and the prompts are interesting. I'm also working on getting back into flash fiction again through the week. I have to work on re-reading my one story as well as finish my Cthulhu Steampunk and get it to the writing group I'm in. I had gotten wind of another one and have been mulling it over. It meets once a month and there is a ten dollar fee to help with the meeting spot, which isn't bad. And it is only fifteen minutes away.. This Saturday is another CATRA show, so this should be interesting on how I do. ON top of that, I need to leave there a little after three and go to the one bookstore because the book group I'm in is having five people come in who do Steampunk. If you've ever seen the episode of Castle that focused on Steampunk and had seen the arm that he wore, that was made by a guy local to my area. He's going to be there. He said he has been offered so much money at cons for that piece but he doesn't want to sell it.
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Title: Musing on Revenge
Fandom: Thor
Characters/Pairings: Angst!Loki
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,062
Summary: Loki has some anger issues, brother issues and fath- Let's just say he has a LOT of issues.
Warnings: Angsting
Disclaimer: I don't own Loki, I don't own Thor, I don't own Tom Hiddleston (though a chance meeting...). Many, many thanks to [personal profile] sigridhr for the beta.

The silver-tongued God of Mischief )
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The below image is something that popped into my head after I read one of [personal profile] sigridhr's fics. I think it was Supplication. I said that if there was ever a time when Loki connected with someone that he came to care for them beyond the daddy/brother issues and the fact that he really does have a sack of crazy cats in his brain, he would do anything to make them happy. Even if it was something like destroying a city or trying to take over a word. I compared him to Godzilla stomping Tokyo and thus, Godzilla!Loki was born!

(I know my drawings are something you'd find in a kindergarten class. And that's insulting the kindergartners.)



If it's too small, I can fiddle with the image to make it more readable.

First Frame: Godzilla!Loki trashes New York. (Heading towards Stark Tower)
Second Frame: Godzilla!Loki sees Mjolnir. (Happy face)
Third Frame: Godzilla!Loki tries to take Mjolnir.
Fourth Frame: Godzilla!Loki still can't pick Mjolnir up. (Unhappy face)
Fifth Frame: Godzilla!Loki is a sad panda. Trashes New York again. (Stark Tower in flames)
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Yesterday, I did my show with my mini and I did all right considering that this is the first time he's done anything like this before. He was too busy looking around when his pasture mates weren't around to call for him. Plus, it would have been nice if the cloud cover had kept around because by 10am, it was humid and running around in black pants is never fun. I felt like I was swimming with them.

The first event I did was basically showing him in his halter and then how he stands, how he is put together. I'm not sure of the exact details on what they look for. The second one was jumping and I have to say that the course they had on the board was confusing. I don't think everything got it exactly right. It would have been nice if they had someone go to each jump so we knew the order. Apparently they did it last year. Ah well.

The last one was basically a 'do whenever you feel like' until 3pm. Needless to say, after the jumping event, I needed to sit down before I collapsed. I need to get myself in shape more as well to do this stuff.

I know there are some things that I need to work on and maybe next time, I'll do the pleasure driving as well.

Read more... )
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I went out and saw The Avengers tonight and I really enjoyed it. And the audience wasn't obnoxious at all. Everyone laughed at certain moments and I think a majority of the males got excited about the new Iron Man armor.

A few spoilers below:

Here Be Spoilers )
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The roomie is in the hospital for another night. She was discovered to have thyroid cancer and had the surgery to have the cancerous parts taken out. The first endocrinologist was a complete and utter idiot. With as much as had been taken out, she should have been scheduled to take a radioactive pill to kill the rest of the cells. But he never had it done and she went to get a second opinion. Good thing she did or who knows if she would have gotten the rest of her treatment. By leaving some parts of the thyroid left in, the potential for the cancer to come back was there. Plus he didn't seem to think RLS was a real problem. She had other opinions on that.

So for the past 3-4 weeks she's been off the meds and on a low to no iodine diet. Being off the meds has made her really cranky/tired and not wanting to deal with the idiots. The low iodine diet means that she has to inspect everything for salt intake. Needless to say, you can't just 'throw something together' with that kind of diet.

She thought she would have been able to get out today but the radiation level is still too high for her to not be as much as a risk. She even has to be in a bit of isolation when she is allowed home. So I'll be doing the cooking or doing easy meals for a few days. And man will she'll be happy to have milk and cheese again.

Need to catch up on my writing / posting things now.
winters_queen: (Camp NaNo 2012)



Although I didn't complete June Camp NaNo, I did get close. It was more of there were days when I didn't feel like writing and only did half the amount, to it being too hot and sitting on the couch was just 'meh' for me plus the past week when I was stressing over my horse. And then there was the part where I swort of picked which story I was going to do next last minute so didn't have much research done.

I need to find some valid Haitian and Louisiana Creole Voodoo books so I can make sure I wasn't just pulling stuff out of my butt.

So I need to clean up what I've written and then maybe once a week post excerpts to the writing filter.

For August, I was planning on basing the next Steampunk in South America around Rio. And regular NaNo will be based in England. Or maybe Australia if I can figure out a good idea for that one.

Hopeful

Jun. 29th, 2012 09:48 am
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Well, had gone up to the barn yesterday because the Vet was coming to check out Fantasy. She seems to be responding to the one antibiotic and moving better than she had been before, which is good. And she likes the food with the extra high fat in it so that would be used to help get her weight back up again and so that it will level out the plane on her back so she doesn't look so bad.

Vet was sort of happy with the tissue of the tear, as it was pink and didn't show any sort of decaying or anything like that. She wasn't quite happy about being able to get in as easy to get a uterine swab but it's the nature of the beast and I'll find out the results on Monday or Tuesday.

I've been stressed for the past week, week and a half when they first told me she was limpy and dropping weight like crazy, which kind of kills the creative bug to keeping myself distracted until the vet had gotten there.

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A little background: Fantasy is an Off-track TB race horse. She won about 6-7 races while she was there. I don't know the circumstances but the owner gave her to a broodmare farm then. This farm was VERY hands off with it's horses. It was a business to them. Get the mares pregnant and when they drop the babies, scoop up the babies and sell them off. She had gotten pregnant and dropped the foal. During the birth, the foal might have caught a hoof as she was coming out or there might have been some difficulty. Again, I don't know the full details of it all. There was a vaginal tear and IF they had a barn where they watched teh mares when they were showing signs of giving birth and assisting, she could have been sewn up right at the moment or something could have been done that she didn't tear. But it was only three days after the fact that it was noticed and by then, well, it's an expensive surgery and what's one mare to them. She no longer had a use as she coudn't birth babies anymore. They were going to shoot her because she was wild from not having much human contact. The woman I got her from had been there to pick up a mare who had been struck by lightning, or was close to a lightning strike, and was blinded. She worked with Fantasy so that she didn't wig out from humans being around her.

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Either way, to get the tear fix, would be about six grand, last I was told when I talked to a vet, but even then, it is risky because of the fact that the muscles there are always moving because of bowel movements/peeing (TMI, I know). so even if she had the surgery, and it would probably be internal to be the most effective, it might not keep/she might not survive it.

The first time this one vet told me about this, he had me in tears because he was making it sound like I was an awful person for not getting this done and how this was hurting her and if I couldn't get it done, she was going to do poorly. I've had her about 6 years now (she is 16) and there are some flare ups where she might get a minor infection but giving her penicillan/antibotics helps push it back.

I would get it done, if I could, but I don't exactly have the kind of cash without winning a lotto jackpot to have it done so I need to do other preventative measures.

(And that vet can suck it. He was being a jerk.)
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I feel like I didn't get as much as I should have gotten done. Saturday wasn't so bad but the writing bug wasn't there so I just got under a thousand for my Camp Nano. I know what is causing me to slow down is because of the subject matter at hand of VooDoo and it's history so I'm sort BSing through it. Last night was the same. It's something that I'll have to look into once this is all over and go back and do a reread and add and yank, rinse and repeat.

Not to mention, for my other stories, they're based in Europe. I'd love to have pictures to use as reference that weren't something for a travel voucher or something but that probably won't happen. Unless I win the lotto and can go to those places myself where there will be picture taking marathons.

Saturday night I found out my one horse (the off track TB) had hit a spot where she was dropping weight again. Usually I'm used to it. She gets fat on hay over the winter and then like her winter coat, she drops her weight so she looks bony. I got her a supplement which has fat in it to help bulk her up. Well it was helping and then at one point it stopped and she was dropping weight again. So now I need to get a bag of senior feed that has a lot of fat in it to get her weight up again. *face plant* Hopefully this will help her. She can drive me crazy.

I did give both her and the mini a bath though. I was admiring Dusty's clean spots while he was grazing before taking him back. What's he do the first thing after I take off the halter and leave?

Roll. And he was still damp enough that the dirt of the paddock was going to stick. -_- [Gru voice] Not Cool. [/Gru voice]. Little punk did it on purpose to. So the clean lasted for half an hour maybe. It could be a record.

Watched Thor on Netflix this weekend and now I have a small ear worm to do a post-Thor Loki fic. Not sure how good it would be considering that I don't have a lot of experience with fic writing but I'm tempted to give it a go.
winters_queen: (Camp NaNo 2012)
Well, I've working away on my novel and while I had been further behind, thanks to some word sprints, it's not as bad. There were times when I'd be lucky to get 750 because it had been so humid and hot and the last thing I wanted to do was sit down. But I am powering through.



This was as of last night and the goal last night was 21200 or something like that. It wouldn't be the first time I was behind and it isn't the biggest amount I have been behind. It was...two years ago that I was behind by ten thousand and I made it up in an eight hour session. My butt didn't like me but I had made it.

I'm thinking of posting some bits and pieces and if you aren't already on my writing filter, I can add you to it as I'll be posting to that.

Camp NaNo

Jun. 4th, 2012 10:32 am
winters_queen: (Camp NaNo 2012)
So I'm working on Camp NaNoWriMo this month and I actually did a mock up of my cover. Behold my terrible photoshoping skills. :) I really need to work with GIMP more or something.




Now I need to find voodoo links for both Louisiana Creole and Haitian.

Caturday!

Mar. 10th, 2012 11:55 am
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Has some fluffy Caturday!

This is the little boy we brought down from the barn. Needless to say, he is adjusting very well to being a house cat. He's a loverboy. Right now he still has the sniffles though. His name at the moment is Boogie. We haven't thought of any other names that would fit. The ones we had were way too serious for him. :)





The flumps

Mar. 8th, 2012 08:43 am
winters_queen: Kadaj belongs to Square Enix (Sweet!Kadaj)
I don't know what it is, the past couple of weeks I've been very 'blah' about writing what I need to get done. It's not that I'm bored with things, it's just sitting down and putting the finger on the keys and tapping away. *sigh*

Maybe I should move my laptop from the couch and go sit in the dining room when I know I need to work on something and do it there. Grah! it's frustrating. Seriously frustrating. I've been doing flash pieces but nothing really big and the big pieces, I need to find someone to read and go crazy with the redpen.

Of course I have to finish those as well. >< Bleh.

In other news, we have a new resident in Casa el W-Q. Up at the barn where the roomie and I board our horses, there are some barn cats (all they need to do is catch the wild momma and maybe there won't be so many kittens every spring.). Anyway, there is this loverboy that is always following us around and just wants lovings. The Roomie brought him home. He is an orange tiger and his fur is fluff ball soft and when he's not roaming around, he just wants to cuddle. And all the other cats are all "Hiiiiiss. Interloper!" My one cat just runs away. He was the youngest and now he's the older brother now. :) He's not sure how to handle it. I'll have to post a picture
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Ugh. The past few weeks have been very blah. My writing has slowed down to doing 500 words every couple of days. It's only the last two days that I've kept it going and hope to get it to pick up. I need to sit down and work out what I want to do with two stories that are due the end of March. -_- Let alone the romantic scenes. (Cause I suck hard at those).

It's mid-February. When did that happen?

I need to figure out a way to work out some plot for the stories in a way that I feel is comfortable for me. I'm never good at plottng things out. I've been a pantser.

Pleh.

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